i talked to ali last night after the end of the year feast, i went outside to get some air, and she saw me, she stopped me, said she wanted to talk, its the first time ive talked to her since the whole shit went down in the library. i havent talked to anyone actually, well thats not true, i got into a fight with sheldon, so i guess thats considered talking, though we both ended up bruised so im not sure, well the talk with ali was much better, she said she was sorry and that she regreted breaking up with me, you have no idea how much i wanted to hear that, i needed to hear that. we talked for a while, and then we decided that this summer we'll try again, but i dont know if its gonna work, shes already made all these plans with riley, god, how could he go behind my back like that with my girlfriend and then blame me for it, what a fuckin prick! if he had a problem with me, he shoulda just come to me, its not like ive ever been mean to him, i was the one that let him hang out with us anyways, just becuase our parents knew each other and we grew up together. whatever, anyways, i just hope this thing with ali works out, cause i really do love her, shes scared, and so am i to be honest with you, and shes not coming back here next year. if things go really well with us, and they get back to normal i might see if she wants me to transfer with her to the other school. then we'd be together. its not like anyone here would miss me, i dont have any friends now that everyones against me, cause they all seem to think i had some hand in this scheme of hers and rileys, i could care less, cam got what he deserved and so did zoe, now she knows what its like to be treated that way. so yeah gonna finish packing and head out to the train, i wanna sit with ali, but i dont know if shes gonna wanna, i mean she might wanan sit with riley, im kinda sensing a problem here already.....
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